Apparently when you let yourself enjoy moments to the fullest, you sort of give in to yourself too. Tho when you come to a realization about that, it may be too late. I guess that's why many say not to fall too deep and not to be so used to someone's presence; bcs when that presence is gone, so is the light. Regardless of the absurd cheesiness, you will certainly go through desolation. And needless to say, you have to start all the way from the threshold again - wait for the mighty time to heal. But just why?